Has it really been a year? It has gone too fast, and I seem to have missed so much. Why, you ask? That's easy. Since the moment Laura and I found out that she was expecting, I went into hyper-worry mode. My day was filled with disaster scenarios, some plausible and others with a chance of appearing in a sci-fi horror thriller.
Anyone who asked me how I was enjoying fatherhood would likely be greeted with, "I'm not". I was so focused on preventing the worst case, that I paid little attention to the blessings right in front of me. Instead of trusting God, I worked against Him and tried to control my world. My mind and body overloaded, and I had to admit that it wasn't possible to do this on my own.
With the help of my family, including those in the CCC, I'm finding my way back to the path from which I have strayed.
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